| This is the first $1 test I took. |
| These are the 3 test I took after that one, not all the same day of course. |
Well it's 4 pregnancy test official, we are expecting our 3rd baby! When I took the first test I was in shock and I cried, I was not really ready for this to happen quite yet.
To give a bit of background Roland and I decided to use the family planning method because my body can not handle any type of birth control, NONE! Believe me we have tried everything and the only thing left for us to do is just not be intimate together (like that would ever happen) or use a form of birth control neither of us is comfortable with. So we decided that we would just do the family planning to try to avoid getting pregnant but it was ultimately up to God.
Now of course we knew that this was possible but I honestly did not think that God would decide to give us another blessing so soon. I keep telling myself to just be happy and know that God's timing is ALWAYS the right timing (I just wish He had waited a bit longer).
Of course my husband is not in the least bit apprehensive about this, he is just so proud of himself, lol. All I can seem to do is think about all the financial aspects of it and wonder what I will do if he deploys again. I keep telling myself that God gave us this baby because he knows Roland will be home for the birth and to enjoy this baby with me. And of course we are hoping for a boy because we already have 2 beautiful little girls, but we will be happy with another girl as well.